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Monday, September 7th, 2009
11:10 pm - dream wedding survey from FB
My Dream Wedding Survey.

What is your name?
Jillian Barbara Sroka

What is your hopeful future husbands name?
Patrick Kevin Johnston

Are you engaged?
Nope

If so, how did it happen? if not, what is your dream proposal?
It should be well thought out on his part.

When would you like your wedding to happen?
Well, our 5 year anniversary happens to fall on a Saturday and it's 4 months after i graduate college. so that day would be perfect.

What would/is the theme be?
valentine in September? lol

Colors?
red and white. i saw the perfect dress in group usa that has red around the waist and in the back.

Flowers?
red, pink, and white roses

Where would it be held?
i would love to have the wedding at our lady of calvary, where i used to go. conveniently, most of both our families live around that area. the reception can be wherever.

Small or Big?
in the middle

What is your dream Ring?
whatever he picks, i guess. something simple and silver. i don't like huge rings or gold.

Cake?
white with red "ribbons" and roses all over

Open Bar or Dry?
Open. that's just how our families do it.

Describe your wedding dress!
strapless, white with red fabric around the waist, and red in the back where the dress opens.

Bridesmaids?
megan, amber, and kearston

Groomsman?
pat fusco, phil, and mark.

Cost of wedding or budget?
lol

Wedding song?
dunno yet. i'm thinking maybe Elvis- Love Me Tender. or something by Jessica Simpson

Must have songs at the wedding?
there are a few. some jess simpson in there definitely.

Food?
italian all the way.

Bachlorette/ bacholor party? Strippers?
no strippers at any party.

Dream Honeymon?
italy!

How long?
week to two weeks

Where/ place do you want to start your life?
back in philly where my life started

Kids?
hopefully a boy and a girl.

Boys name?
undecided. i have a list.

Girls name?
undecided also.

How will you make money?
i'll be working at the zoo. he'll find something. lol

Pets?
dogs and cats. maybe a guinea pig? i want one...

Live Near both families, his or hers?
philly would be near both

Do you get along with his/her family?
Yup

Does he/ her get along with your family?
yup

Will your families get along?
we'll see

WIll he/she be a good parent?
yes!

Do you love him/her with all your heart? Why?
yes. i wouldn't change a thing for my sake.

-JB
«Got some dark desire?»
Tuesday, January 13th, 2009
5:33 am - Not sleeping tonight.
So, I didn't wake up til 7pm. Pat's friend Christina sent me a picture message of him sitting on some guy's lap (so gayyy) saying "I thought you might want to see this" and I thought it was 7am so my reply was "Not at 7am" and Pat texted me back explaining that Christina sent it and it was actually 7pm. My bad. So anyway I'm not sleeping tonight. I've been watching dating shows on MTV. Parental Control and Date My Mom. AWESOME.

So, umm.. here...

Really Long Survey (over 200)

What is your name?: jillian
Are you named after anyone?: anne jillian, an actress.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: kevin.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: none. i'm comfortable with my name now.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: i've been called julian, which i refused to even respond to. and my last name is ALWAYS messed up.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nah. it would be unique in hollywood, aside from the actor whose first name is jerry.

Basics
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: nope
If not, do you want to be?: nope.
Birthdate: march 2
Your age: 19
Age you act: 16?
Age you wish you were: 5 or 25. 5 was fun. 25 would start a real life.
Your height: 5'10"
Eye color: brown/green
Happy with it?: yup
Hair color: natural is brown. mostly black right now.
Happy with it?: i love it black, but i'm gonna dye it back to brown cause i like that too and pat likes that better.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: i live at home with my parents
Your family: my mom and stepdad live here, so does my one brother. i have another brother, a step-brother and step-sister. my dad lives in south philly with his fiance. most of my family lives in philly. got an aunt and cousins in michigan.
Have any pets?: noo =[
What's your job?: student. seeking a part-time job.
Piercings?: just my ears
Tattoos?: none yet. hopefully getting my cross soon by mallory!
Obsessions?: penguins
Addictions?: caffeine, online shopping.
Do you speak another language?: nah.
Have a favorite quote?: not really. some good ones on my facebook though.
Do you have a webpage?: this and facebook. haha. and fanfiction for my poems.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: not really, i'm pretty reserved and like to plan things out.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah, and i try really hard.
Do you have any secrets?: of course
Do you hate yourself?: nah.
Do you like your handwriting?: it's not bad
Do you have any bad habits?: eating junk food, putting my fingers in my mouth.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: usually about something i'm wearing, sometimes about my hair color or how smart i am.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: SO Boring
Can you sing?: quietly
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: that was never my thing
Are you a loner?: most of the time
What are your #1 priorities in life?: doing whatever i want
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nope. i would be like "She's a bitch. Why doesn't she talk? She's not even pretty."
Are you a daredevil?: not yet, but i will be when i go bungee jumping eventually
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate my shyness
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: this is it
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my patience, my social awkwardness.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i would be more outgoing and social
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: there are some little things, but overall i've done well.
Do you think life has been good so far?: a little boring, but good.
What do you like the most about your body?: my long legs and full boobies. <333
And least?: the freaking belly
Do you think you are good looking?: good enough
Are you confident?: not really
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i don't know. someone tell me?
Are you perceived wrongly?: mhm.

Do You...
Smoke?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: once in a while. "What were YOU doing at Spanish mass?" haha.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sure
Sleep with stuffed animals?: bunny <3
Take walks in the rain?: not by choice
Talk to people even though you hate them?: sure. i'm nice i guess.
Drive?: nope
Like to drive fast?: o.o

Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: nope
Hurt yourself?: i've scratched myself before. =/
Been out of the country?: mhm. =]
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: yes!
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: nope
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: nah
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes. ballet and high school play. =]
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: one or two nights
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: tried
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Kissed the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: sure
Had a dream that came true?: no
Broken the law?: silly laws
Met a famous person?: JOEL MCHALE!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: bugs
On purpose?: bugs
Stolen anything?: when i was little
Been on radio/tv?: desales internet radio
Been in a mosh-pit?: nah
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: not yet!
Had a dream that kept coming back?: nah

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: sure, why not.
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: yes
Satan?: no
Santa?: hehe that's satan mixed up. and no.
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: nah
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: mhm
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no >_> *my gold*
Do you wish on stars?: sometimes. i'm silly.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not really
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: it obviously exists. >_>
Where do you think we go when we die?: wherever we want.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: none that have come out. eventually i'll be able to say two.
Who is your best friend?: i have a few. i guess the one i would say right now would be megan.
Your favourite inside joke?: all of them
Newest?: friend? uhh...?
Shyest?: christina's shy SOMETIMES. megan too.
Funniest?: they all amuse me.
Sweetest?: they're all BITCHES. <3
Closest?: kear and amber
Weirdest?: they're all freaking weird.
Smartest?: kearston.
Ditziest?: CHRISTINA
Friends you miss being close to the most?: amber and kear. haven't seen them in a while.
Last person you talked to online?: pat. (boyfriends count!)
Who do you talk to most online?: pat
Who are you on the phone with most?: pat.
Who do you trust most?: pat and megan
Who listens to your problems?: they all do, if i decide to spill.
Who do you fight most with?: i used to fight with kear. sorry, chick. lol. i don't fight with any of them now.
Do you always feel understood?: mostly
Do you trust others easily?: nah
Do your friends know you?: pretty much
Friend that lives farthest away: amber is 2 hrs away.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
What do you find romantic?: any time spent together having fun
Turn-on?: you don't need to know that.
Turn-off?: acting like a jerk. smelling bad.
First kiss?: oh my gosh.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: sorry for them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: mhm
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: nope.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: mostly, no.
What is best about the opposite sex?: -_-;
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're jerks.
Are you in love?: mhm
Do you consider your significant other hot?: he's adorable.

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: J. Edgar Hoover. jerk.
You wanted to kill?: my boyfriend's best friend. haha. but that was before i knew they were friends.
That you laughed at?: some loser on mtv.
That laughed at you?: pat? jerk.
That turned you on?: you don't need to know that either
You went shopping with?: pat
That broke your heart?: no one! =]
To disappoint you?: gah.
To ask you out?: pat
To make you cry?: gah.
To brighten up your day?: myself
That you thought about?: patrick
You saw a movie with?: pat and his dad & kathy
You talked to on the phone?: pat
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: pat
You saw?: tommy
You lost?: uhh my granny

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: --
Or some random person?: --
What are you wearing right now?: bucks sweatpants and bucks tshirt. haha. and underwear of course.
What are you worried about right now?: nothing
What book are you reading?: Mayflower
Are you bored?: pretty much
Are you tired?: nope
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: mhm. vh1 music videos.

That's the end.
Looong.

Now what?

-JB

current mood: bored
current music: saving abel "addicted"
«Got some dark desire?»
Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
4:24 pm - iTunes meme.
Instructions: Open up your iTunes and fill out this survey, no matter how embarrassing the responses might be.

How many songs total: 1481
How many hours or days of music: 3.7 days, 3:19:54:12 total time.
Most recently played: The Offpsring "She's Got Issues"
Most played: Regina Spektor "Ode to Divorce" <3333
Most recently added: Britney Spears "Why Should I Be Sad" <3

Sort by song title:
First Song: "A Hole" Bowling for Soup
Last Song: "7 Minutes in Heaven" Fall Out Boy

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: "World Falling Apart" Bowling for Soup (5 seconds)
Longest Song: "Andante Grazioso Sonata K. 333" {Piano} Aubrey Hilliard (12:34)

Sort by album:
First album: Airport Tapes and Records (A Label Mix)
Last album: 200 KM/H In the Wrong Lane by TaTu

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Nsync "I Need Love" {playing nowww}

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death - 35
Life - 32
Love - 79
Hate - 16
You - 249
Sex - only 5

Need more sex songs, apparently. XD

-JB
«Got some dark desire?»«2 Love to play with fire»
Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
7:02 am
You're the only thing keeping me alive right now.

-JB
«Got some dark desire?»«2 Love to play with fire»
Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
1:12 am - alive : with closed eyes
Sometimes the things I do astound me
Mostly whenever you're around me.

---------------------------------

If living is seeing
I'm holding my breath
In wonder - I wonder
What happens next?
A new world, a new day to see

---------------------------------

The pleasure is all mine
women like us
we strengthen most
host-like

When in doubt: give

=]

-JB

current music: Bjork
«Got some dark desire?»
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
7:05 pm - Hmm... Friends Only.

Friends only.
Comment to be added.

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-JB

current mood: bored
«Got some dark desire?»«2 Love to play with fire»
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
10:25 pm - fuuuuuuuuu.....
...uuuuuuuuuuuuck.

just felt like saying that.

not angry or anything. haha.

Dylan: "I spit hot fire!"

XD

i love the fishes cause they're sooo delicious...or something.

finally was able to give megan back xxxHolic 2 when she came over earlier. lol.

need to put my clothes in the dryer!

gawsh, i need a drink.

-JB

current mood: thirsty
«Got some dark desire?»«3 Love to play with fire»
2:52 pm - maine? Lol.
cR1ms0n teAr: i am interested in working with you.
BloodyRhapsodist: ?
BloodyRhapsodist: oh
cR1ms0n teAr: XD
cR1ms0n teAr: anything that's not grundys...
BloodyRhapsodist: haha
cR1ms0n teAr: mmm that'd rock soo much if you could get me a job there lol.
BloodyRhapsodist: yea just come in with me and if hes there you can talk to him
cR1ms0n teAr: okay awesome
cR1ms0n teAr: whens the next time you work?
BloodyRhapsodist: today
cR1ms0n teAr: okay awesome just ring my door bell when you pass my house i'll walk down with you.
BloodyRhapsodist: knock knock zoom zoom
cR1ms0n teAr: XD
cR1ms0n teAr: nooo.
BloodyRhapsodist: yesss.
cR1ms0n teAr: no! knock knock wait wait.
cR1ms0n teAr: no zoom zoom.
BloodyRhapsodist: XDD
cR1ms0n teAr: what time do you have work?
BloodyRhapsodist: eh... 4
cR1ms0n teAr: ooh okay.
cR1ms0n teAr: good i think my clothes will be done by then XD
BloodyRhapsodist: just wear your school girl uniform!
BloodyRhapsodist: lol
cR1ms0n teAr: -_-
cR1ms0n teAr: no!
BloodyRhapsodist: haha mike will mysteriously show up
cR1ms0n teAr: -_- nooo.
cR1ms0n teAr: no he will not.
BloodyRhapsodist: riiiight
cR1ms0n teAr: he has a girlfriend! he's not allowed to.
BloodyRhapsodist: shes in maine
cR1ms0n teAr: so?
BloodyRhapsodist: >.>
cR1ms0n teAr: -_-
BloodyRhapsodist: what jess doesnt know wont hurt her
cR1ms0n teAr: you're horrible jill.
BloodyRhapsodist: XDD
cR1ms0n teAr: SHAME on you.
BloodyRhapsodist: what did i do?
cR1ms0n teAr: you know.

current mood: amused
current music: jm "Miss Delaney"
«Got some dark desire?»«6 Love to play with fire»
Monday, September 26th, 2005
9:06 pm - id prefer not to be rescued
ok, wow, now im using JM lyrics for journal titles! im listening to this song right now and that line really fit my mood.

the guy thats taking over the gym after september was asking me if i know anyone who would like to work there and i said maybe. Jen and Megan if you're interested let me know.

When I got home from work, dinner was waiting on the stove. Chicken and stuffing. I <3 stuffing.

On my stairs there were 4 grocery bags filled with awesome snacks so that I can pack lunch for a while to save money. ^_^ Goldfish, cookies, snack bars, pop tarts, mini snapples! one word. ZOMG.

(does ZOMG count as one word?)

now im listening to Dark Blue. =) I wanna learn how to play the beginning on the piano. probably would be hard though cause Andrew McMahon is a piano genius and i doubt he would make the music simple. *giggles*

Now I have math homework. Okay, not bad. At least it's ONLY math, not like math and english and chemistry. Lol. Am I getting optimistic again?? Yessss.

You know, Tommy Lee is a hell of an awesome drummer... but he shouldn't sing. For shame, Tommy. I'm sick of seeing his video on VH1 in the mornings. He needs to stick to drumming.

Oh, I need to do some laundry too if I want clean clothes Wednesday.

-JB

current mood: happy
current music: JM "Miss Delaney"
«Got some dark desire?»
12:33 pm - study?
library again for study hall. why do i come here? lol its not like i have anything to do on the computer at school.

i have to pee! XDD

only a couple minutes left in here, then world cultures and advanced bio.

w00t.

-JB
«Got some dark desire?»«2 Love to play with fire»
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
10:39 pm - Lol.
BloodyRhapsodist: david spade said "crazy for swayze"
MitsukaiKetsueki: XDDD
MitsukaiKetsueki: It's kinda like being coocoo for cocoa puffs!
BloodyRhapsodist: lol

adult swim is being mean tonight. >_>

don't know when i'll go to bed. i'm bored, and nothing's on TV. but i slept late today so im not tired yet.

i need to brush my hair before it dries all curly. stupid effing whore-curls.

-JB

current mood: bored
«Got some dark desire?»«3 Love to play with fire»
4:00 pm - and you're in my head so i need it
lol, im just sitting here doing almost nothing. im posting on gaia, and listening to Queens of the Stone Age on iTunes. Productive, eh?

i cleaned my room a little bit earlier. got rid of all the trash.

i have something to write for english. i should go do that....

have church at 6. after that, i got laundry to do.

kind of a pointless entry, just felt like updating.

-JB

current mood: blank
current music: queens of the stone age "little sister"
«Got some dark desire?»«3 Love to play with fire»
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
9:32 pm - this could end up being great
Today was the meeting for People to People. They had this big presentation about how the trip would go and all that stuff. There's still the application process, and raising the money. It's gonna cost... a lot. Almost $6,000 including spending money. >.< I'm gonna have to do a bunch of fundraiser crap to earn the money. My mom said she would plan a Beef n Beer type dinner at Zion to help raise the money. Maybe a Poker Night too. Gotta call my Dad and ask him about possibly helping. I don't know if he will though. "blah blah blah child support blah blah blah." Anyway my interview is on October 23rd. I have some stuff to fill out for that, plus getting recommendations from 3 adults. After all that, if I get accepted, I'll be able to go to Australia, New Zealand, and Fiji. HOLY SHIT, DUDE. The presenters were saying how Fiji is like the most beautiful place in the world, but I'm mostly looking forward to New Zealand. 4 words: Lord of the Rings. XD What's the drinking age there?? I wanna go to Fidel's, that bar restaurant place that the LOTR cast went to all the time. And of course I wanna go on the bungee jump in NZ, it's like the highest in the world I think. My mom was like "You would do that?!!" Hell yes. And there's some law about not hugging koalas... weird, but okay. *hugs koalas anyway* Defy the law! Muahaha. But for now I have to worry about even getting accepted and getting the money.

So after that we went to the pork dinner at Zion. My mom told all the church people about the program and they all said they would help out with fundraisers and stuff, which is great.

That's all for today.

Ack, it's only 10:00! I want SNL to come on right effing now. I'm bored.

-JB

current mood: optimistic
«Got some dark desire?»«5 Love to play with fire»
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
10:23 pm - from a random LJ i found this stuff
Denis Leary - Life's Gonna Suck
Life's gonna suck when you grow up,
when you grow up, when you grow up
Life's gonna suck when you grow up,
it sucks pretty bad right now
Hey, if you know the words, sing along
You're gonna have to mow the lawn,
do the dishes, make your bed
You're gonna have to go to school
until you're seventeen
It's gonna seem about three times as long as that
You might have to go to war,
shoot a gun, kill a nun
You might have to go to war
when you get out of school
Hey cheer up kids, it gets a lot worse
You're gonna have to deal with stress,
deal with stress, deal with stress
You're gonna be a giant mess
when you get back from the war
Santa Claus does not exist, and there is no Easter Bunny
You'll find out when you grow up that Big Bird isn't funny
Life's gonna suck when you grow up,
when you grow up, when you grow up
Life's gonna suck when you grow up,
it sucks pretty bad right now
You're gonna end up smoking crack,
on you're back, face the fact
You're gonna end up hooked on smack
and then you're gonna die
And then you're gonna die

Lol, and now DO THIS!...
-Head over to Google.com
-Type in Miserable Failure
-Then push the "I'm Feeling Lucky" button and see what pops up!

kthxgosukdikwhorefacebye.

-JB

current mood: amused
«Got some dark desire?»
6:26 pm - oh, great.
You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

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Buddhism

88%

Islam

83%

Christianity

67%

Judaism

50%

Satanism

46%

Hinduism

42%

agnosticism

25%

Paganism

25%

atheism

4%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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XDD

So hungry. Mommy's bringing food home soon. Yay!

Andrew's back. *sigh* Gonna have to lock my door whenever I leave the house so he doesn't take my stuff.

People to People meeting tomorrow. Have to look on the card for the specific time. I really hope my mom lets me go on the trip. When else am I gonna be able to go to Australia, New Zealand, and Fiji?! Seeing New Zealand would be so awesome. Now I feel like watching Lord of the Rings! XD Maybe I'll watch ROTK later tonight.

Lol, I'm a nerd. ;)

-JB

current mood: amused
current music: Jack's Mannequin "Miss Delaney"
«Got some dark desire?»
12:07 pm - in school again
found out from nick's cousin christina that nick and his sister are gonna live with nick's grandmom.

damn, dude. study hall can be so boring when i dont have any homework to do! no trig homework cause he wanted to wait until monday. no chem homework. have a response to write for english but i really dont feel like doing that right now.

these keyboards are loud. im sure everyone in the room is annoyed at my typing. XDD but theyre all playing games so theyre like zoned out from everything else.

on the internet form we have to fill out, i put my topic as music. what was i supposed to do, put Livejournal? lol i dont know if were supposed to be on here so i have jacksmannequin.com up since that's at least relative to my "topic". just gotta switch over to that whenever mrs. russo comes in.

k, that's all i guess. dont know what to do with the next 20 minutes we still have left.

-JB

current mood: bored
current music: Jack's Mannequin "the Mixed Tape"
«Got some dark desire?»
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
9:29 pm - JM... BTS
AmericanIdiotGD: Jill
BloodyRhapsodist: spencer
AmericanIdiotGD: Ho
AmericanIdiotGD: *Hi
BloodyRhapsodist: o.o
AmericanIdiotGD: Missed the "i"
BloodyRhapsodist: you called me a ho!
AmericanIdiotGD: It's right next to the "o"
AmericanIdiotGD: It couldn't be helped
BloodyRhapsodist: sure... >.>
AmericanIdiotGD: Wow...That's so crazy. I was looking for bands on iTunes today, and found Jack's Mannequin and thought "Hey, this is a pretty good band" and downloaded some songs by them, and in the same day, you have the lyrics to "The Mixed Tape" in your profile.

bad news today... Tommy told me that Nick Hill's house caught on fire when the house next to his burned down. all his stuff is destroyed. andrew's stuff too. he was living with nick. so now i guess they'll stay with friends or something. no matter what, andrew cant move back in here. and my mom cant find out about this cause then she'll probably let andrew come back.

that's all for now.

-JB

current mood: thirsty
«Got some dark desire?»«2 Love to play with fire»
3:11 pm - quick update, i guess
today = little better. no gym cause of double lab. not as hot today, either.

ow. mosquito bit on my leg.

i love wearing flip flops. one step away from being barefoot. =)

air conditioner is love.

*listening to the Mixed Tape*
jen: it actually doesn't suck!

haha.

work today, 4 to 6.

math homework and various studying to be done after work.

-JB

current mood: blah
current music: Jack's Mannequin "Rescued"
«Got some dark desire?»«3 Love to play with fire»
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
10:41 pm - just bleh
I don't feel so great. I'm not sick, just... I don't really know what to call it. Some of it is period pains. But it's headaches too, caused by my hair. It's especially heavy after showering, which is why I have a bad headache right now. So anyway, that's why I was quiet most of today, I wasn't in a great mood. I even went to bed early last night thinking I would feel better this morning, but of course it didn't help. And being in school just makes everything worse. BLEH. I need to go take some headache medicine. </3 -JB

current mood: blah
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6:35 pm - La dee da
LOST! TONIGHT! Yesssss. Dane Cook must be happy. But I asure you I am even happier than he is.... unless he also finds Dominic Monaghan attractive. XDD

Dane: Dominic! <333
Dom: Errm... hello.
Dane: I fucking love you, man!
Dom: Heh. Thanks.
Dane: No, I mean I really really love you! Marry me!
Dom: O__O *backs away slowly*

Haha, I'm crazy. I'm almost positive Dane would prefer Kate. Maybe Shannon? Certainly not Claire or the french chick.

Half way through Wuthering Heights. Pretty good book, some boring parts, though.

Jen, I hate you still. ^_^

Fran-chan broke up with me! T__T ...Lol. Only she's gonna understand that.

>.> Stupid repeats... I saw this episode of Danny Phantom like 5 times already!

Brr.... cold. *twitches until that BHS cheer leaves brain*

Gotta pee! BYE!!!

-JB

current mood: creative
current music: danny phantom
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